Friday, February 27, 2009

what a day huh?

today i cried because of some silly stuff... sometimes i cry because of small matters but for big matters i tahan... some called... but today i cried because i missed my mum's dinner with her students at gurney.. first i went for basketball thinking that i will still have time when i come home but then it didn't come out that way... anyways... i wanna talk about last thursday.. it was my maths tuition.. that day after the lesson became science tuition number 2 instead... haha... sweat aint it..? hmm...hmm... i studied about this sunday... not to mention last sunday's homework that my science teacher give... this sunday we're gonna discuss about it liao.. i studied it with a girl and my maths sir... he teaches science as well..... this girl is one of my friend also.. luckily she was there... she studied with me... could be my first time studying with a girl.. it really felt good although it isn't any specialties. but in fact, its one of my happiest event of the week...anyways, today i did an awful thing... i left one of my classmate that is following bus alone... techically alone.. i didn't tell him that the bus will be waiting for us in a different place. and i feel guilty and i am responsible... then after that came this dinner that i have missed that i have mentioned before... i cry and then like that lar.. this is all i can do.... when i am crying i thought of a lot of things.. they were the things that i wanted to cry for long long time ago... so all i cry out at least i feel much better now that i dont have to keep things like that anymore.....at least... 'she' sms-ed me today... after a long time she sms-ed me first... haiz.... she asked me about the camp thing whether i am going or not.. then i say if i am going then i have to ask my mum to ask the organizer. so there goes...then i chat with my other friend which is the one that i mentioned earlier... i asked her if she will be joining me for science studying this sunday after tuition outside the teacher's place or not but then she have no answer yet... she may agree may dissagree... i hope she agrees... at least i dont have to study all alone... besides at least i have someone to talk to... hmmhmm.....so i think that will be it for now... its quite late, so i think i got to go now... so um... sayonara!!!

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

my goody goody rutines

its been a damn long time since the last i blogged. its because i was really busy and tired day by day... went to school and do all those goody goody rutines... everytime i came home i hope that this someone will online but she didn't. this person somehow is really special to me... i dont understand why people just dont get it... to tell you i like her... but she already have a boyfriend... its really too bad... still i cant talk to her much because everytime when i came home, i check whether she is online or not, putting lots and lots of hope... but then no... she isn't online. it gets really boring whenever i dont chat with her.. i have been waiting for an opportunity to chat to her more often.. but ever since i introduced her to one of my ''friend'' he keeps on talking to her but not me.... she talks to him as well.... maybe its like that and maybe its not... i am not really sure about it... anyways... first term exam is coming.. kinda worried about it.... not really even half prepared. hmm.... i really hope that she will go online.. but her reason was that she is so busy that she cant lay a hand on her com.... somehow i wanna tell you readers that she is really a special friend... she miles back warmly whenever i smile at her... she is really nice and all that... but too bad... anyways.... i dont care... as long as i am still friends with her... of all the girls that i've met, she is the best of the best.... she to me is like one of a kind... everytime i listen to one particular music i remembers her.... i hope she forgives me for that i sometimes weren't there for her whenever she needs me... she went to my other friend instead.... his name is.... not telling because i kinda hate him... kinda not...... well... maybe thats it for now... i dont know whether you readers get bored about my blogging or not.. because i have not been typing long for a long time.... i've been looking forward to the movie 'TRANSFORMERS REVENGE OF THE FALLEN' its really nice.. so anyone kind enough to buy me the first tickets.... hehe... anyways... i wanna ask you readers one question.... when you love someone, do you need reasons for that?? for me i guess not... as long as i am happy being with that person.. seeing that is that person heppy being with me...?? you can give me the answer by sending me comments so i got to go for now... bye