27th November 2012
Things didn't exactly turned out how i saw it from the beginning. At the beginning, i thought that college life was supposed to be fun until i realized that i joined a course that im haven't even got any interest in. I spent the entire year cooped up in there, stuffed with presentations and assignments. Not only that but also not to mention that there are also the teachers that treat students like high school students with the worse kind of attitude that anyone can possible imagine. They even take the attendance so bloody seriously. Well, that's one way a rich college would treat the people who had less money to afford but made it there just to waste the money. Pressuring students and eating money, sucking the money from the people like ATM machines. Damn hate it. I dont know im hating it because of that i went in the wrong course, or my point of view is exactly what it is that i see happening.
Well today's actually the 18th of Dec and i decide to finish up this blog since the other day when i can't finish because lack of energy. Well, actually im not having all that much of energy right now but there's this someone who'd want to see updates coming out so... just do it for this person :D So as you know i met this girl and she became my baby piggy. Yup, my one and only and thinking of her just takes away all the troubles of the day. Well not entirely because i still need to remind her to drink water, to ask her whether she has eaten or not and to know if she had a good day. IF she doesn't then im going to be the one to put the smile on her face. Somehow, for her, i'd want to put that smile and i feel that its worth it and i can see or tell that she appreciates the stuff that i do for her. I dont know about this but maybe its because she's my first girlfriend in my life and i couldn't get used to this kind of stuff. There's a lot of things that are new to me when it comes to relationship and there's a lot of things that i have to learn also. For example, to know how to make you happy lor baby! xD Aren't she the cutest person in the whole wide world? hahah :D All i could say is she's way better than her and i sometimes not too sure if im doing things that may be good enough for her to make her happy. Well, at least i could tell myself that i have tried.
hmmm... what else... lets see... surprises that i have made for her, not too sure if they are all the best but hope she smiles? And oh yea, actually i wanted to give her a Christmas surprise. So the thing was i added all her friends and told them that i was together with her. Although she wanted to do it but i told her not to because it was all part of the plan because on the day of the surprise itself, everyone's going to be there and everyone's going to reveal that we're already in a relationship and to surprise her but then plan had failed. why? because one, her relatives are coming over. Two, most of her friends can't make it and three, the steps and the plans of the procedure doesn't add up and doesn't make any sense. Well i just have to think of another one. Well, knowing that someone has the same things or the common thinking or opinions when it comes to certain things as you do, it's just great cause you don't have to explain much and you both know what each other is thinking already. hahhaa
she was the first person that i held hands with when i went out. she's the first girl that i skyped with at night to morning because she was afraid to sleep alone and i were to accompany her. No matter how tired i was, i still want to do it for her because i want her to know that if all else fails, then there's still someone that she can depend on or rely on. I sure hope if she knows she can really rely on me :D
And before i go, there's also one last thing for this blog. Baby, if you have anything you can tell me de kay? Im always here for you and im always here to listen to your problems ^_^ because if i have any problems, i'd be doing the same by telling you :D
loves you baby
that's all for today :D see ya!
Well today's actually the 18th of Dec and i decide to finish up this blog since the other day when i can't finish because lack of energy. Well, actually im not having all that much of energy right now but there's this someone who'd want to see updates coming out so... just do it for this person :D So as you know i met this girl and she became my baby piggy. Yup, my one and only and thinking of her just takes away all the troubles of the day. Well not entirely because i still need to remind her to drink water, to ask her whether she has eaten or not and to know if she had a good day. IF she doesn't then im going to be the one to put the smile on her face. Somehow, for her, i'd want to put that smile and i feel that its worth it and i can see or tell that she appreciates the stuff that i do for her. I dont know about this but maybe its because she's my first girlfriend in my life and i couldn't get used to this kind of stuff. There's a lot of things that are new to me when it comes to relationship and there's a lot of things that i have to learn also. For example, to know how to make you happy lor baby! xD Aren't she the cutest person in the whole wide world? hahah :D All i could say is she's way better than her and i sometimes not too sure if im doing things that may be good enough for her to make her happy. Well, at least i could tell myself that i have tried.
hmmm... what else... lets see... surprises that i have made for her, not too sure if they are all the best but hope she smiles? And oh yea, actually i wanted to give her a Christmas surprise. So the thing was i added all her friends and told them that i was together with her. Although she wanted to do it but i told her not to because it was all part of the plan because on the day of the surprise itself, everyone's going to be there and everyone's going to reveal that we're already in a relationship and to surprise her but then plan had failed. why? because one, her relatives are coming over. Two, most of her friends can't make it and three, the steps and the plans of the procedure doesn't add up and doesn't make any sense. Well i just have to think of another one. Well, knowing that someone has the same things or the common thinking or opinions when it comes to certain things as you do, it's just great cause you don't have to explain much and you both know what each other is thinking already. hahhaa
she was the first person that i held hands with when i went out. she's the first girl that i skyped with at night to morning because she was afraid to sleep alone and i were to accompany her. No matter how tired i was, i still want to do it for her because i want her to know that if all else fails, then there's still someone that she can depend on or rely on. I sure hope if she knows she can really rely on me :D
And before i go, there's also one last thing for this blog. Baby, if you have anything you can tell me de kay? Im always here for you and im always here to listen to your problems ^_^ because if i have any problems, i'd be doing the same by telling you :D
loves you baby
that's all for today :D see ya!
