despair

its something about today... its been awhile since i blogged.. hahax. now the person found out about what i wrote in the past she hates me now and im glad. because she is...nevermind. about today same thing la.. all the goody goody rutines. but then i went for basketball instead of swimming because my friends amirul and haekal went to singapore to attend their relative's wedding. so nobody to play with. so i went to basketball and played a few games and came back home. then i started playing orochj, its a war game actually. then i went for dinner after showering. then i go online and sadly nobody wanted to chat with me. so far about ten people online and only two people chatted with me. now remaining one. i've been listening to this song repeatedly because it inspires me. another thing was something unexpected happened. this girl jia yen from fifth floor smsed me. i was shocked. now finally i get her number without asking. but readers... dont think side ways because i just wanna be her friend thats all....get it! okay.. then after that i asked one of my tuition friend for another person's number which is a girl too. she too is from my tuition. she's kinda cute. we have not talked before so i smsed her but she didn't reply. sadly. i think i smsed her twice today but no news... :( sadly la.. but then it doesn't matter. maybe she's shy? maybe she dont wanna be friends with me because i am not smart and i am not that clever? maybe la... but i dont know... those were the two things that happened that make me feel kinda happy but not happy at the same time. i cooked two tuna and ate them for fun. because i was kinda hungry. after that i continued my movie and i blogged till now. so i think thats all... so SAYONARA!!!

about today#2

today was quite a day. for sometime i've been thinking whether i am wasting my holidays or not but then i have not got the answer yet. here's what i do every day except for some days la. every morning, i would go out to buy my breakfast at genting and then i will drop by at my friends house (just to take a look) then after that i go to kahan's house and i have my bought breakfast there. then i have a little fun there like playing his brother's computer and practicing my piano then later at about 12.30 like this i would ride my bike back home and wait for my mum's return with my little sister. then for the whole afternoon i do my own stuff at home like cleanning the house. doing house chores. then after that i would watch a little tv and await for my mum's return. because her first return she would pick my sis up at her school and put her at home at her break time. i do all that and wait for her to come back then my sister and i would go down for a swim with friends and then my by the time we got up its about 7.30 then we would have dinner. sometimes mum cook and sometimes we go out and eat. hahax. after dinner i would either go online or watching tv while waiting for my neighbour to come over to my house to polay chinese chess with me. its turn to one of my hobbies now. after that i would either watch tv or dry the clothes then i go online till about 12.3o then i go to sleep. its become like my rutine already. but at least i dont waste my holidays without having fun everyday. so um... should i tell you readers about today or should i not? but then i just tell la. this is some kind like my diary anyway.
today morning i woke up and then i called kahan whether i could go to his house or not then he said yes. then i go brush my teeth and when i was about to walk back to my room i heard someone call me from my mum's room. usually my mum would go out with my sister so no one would be left at home except me. so i was curious so i look into my mum's room and there my sister is. how surprising. then i asked her y she didn't go to school then i forgot what she said and then i look at the time and it is 11.30 so about going to kahan's house i might as well just forget it la so i called him again and tell him that i wasn't going over. so he agreed and then i waited for mum. but this time i didn't do much of house chores la. then i quarreled with my sister for awhile and then we're okay again.. haha. then my mum came back with rice and then i had to go out to buy spagetti for my sister so i ride out to genting and buy her that and on the way back i was drenched under the rain. it was a little tired but fun. when i come home i asked my mum to fetch me and my sis to kahan's house but then she disagreed. how dissapointed la. so i went to take a hot bath and watch tv till my mum comes back again. then i went down swimming with two of my friends. after that i have my dinner at KFC in tesco. after dinner i go upstairs to shop for awhile then i met paster. then i greeted her then she went off. then after shopping(just to make it quick) i go home and then my neighbour challenge me chess. i surrendered 2 times and i won him one time. then they all went home then i chatted with 'her' sp i think thats all la.. i type quite a lot la because as i have said i kinda like typing. so see ya

sorry much?

ah... glad that the anger is over. finally she apologize to me but then she repeated it again. as i was saying. this is continue from the blog before. okay, now, after doing all that.. i swept and mopped the floor then after that i watched the movie and then i took a short nap. after that i called my mum and asked her where is she. then she said that she is on the way, then i ask her whether we can go swimming or not then she said okay then she tell me as long as i take care of her then i agreed and then i went down with her but i went to the basketball court and check out how many and who are playing. then i dont wanna go to basketball because its already in 4 on 4 so there's probably no room for me la. so i just baled and then i decided to swim instead. there 5 of my friends were there. two which is my real friend but then the three other were girls and they were kids so i dont know whether is friends or not la... then we play a game and we scored 36-42 and the game point is 50. but then my friends wanted to go back so everyone decided to quit the game and then one by one they start to go back home because its kinda getting late already that time. so i went home and in the lift my sister treat me as if i am a dog. she talk to me like talking to a person she dislikes. like she is in a movie and she act like she's real good like that. so i took my basketball and bang the door and might have frightened her. then she still didn't realize that my blood is boiling already, then she still talk to me like that then i open my door and then i tell mum what was going on as she heard we arguing outside. then i took my shower and had my dinner. then i came blogging and chatting at the same time. so i think my day is gonna end like this so.. SAYONARA!!

not always is a happy thing being with my sister

today early morning i went to play basketball with my friend. we played ABC and then we play one game and then after me scoring 3 i decided to rest because of thr tireness because when you play a game of one on one, its really tiring. so i quit the game and then my friend said he is gona be busy so he have to bale. so i went to genting food court and get myself a packet of fat noodles and i went to kahan's house. when i reach there i eat my breakfast and i started playing RA3. then me and him decide to play aquila multiplayer game and then when finished, i went and have his homemade hokkien mee and then i watched a little movie and i went straight home and then i have to boil my blood because of my dreaded sister. she make me mad all the time but then i just forget about it la. she still doesn't know how to think yet. so i will continue my story tonight so tata!

so called brithday party (kononnya)

about today... but first i wanna share with you readers something its about the day before today. last night i watched a ghost movie.. not sure lah whether its a ghost movie or not but then quite scary and got a little violence but then i manage to 'tahan' till the end of the movie. its about a ghost going into bodies and and that body to touch another person's body to 'transfer' the 'thing' into the person who's been touched. another reason why i wanna watch it because i wanna a little excited about melissa's birthday today so the disadvantage about me watching ghost movies is that, after whatching in the time like midnight or so, i wont be able to sleep peacefully. yesterday when i sleep i keep on thinking about the events that happened in the movie so... aiya!! just forget about this part la. i dont wanna remember about this part also..
ok. its about melissa's so called brithday. now's modern people's birthday aren't as good as it used to be. nowadays people celebrate by calling out friends and then they spend money, lots and lots of money. oh forget about that part.
now.. the main event... the day before i decided to go to queensbay at 11 but then i went there at around 12 instead. when i reach there i saw melissa and sylvia are already there. so i tagged along and then we skated. not much of skatting also lar because melissa dont know how to skate and then the whole hour ( i think), she was watting for nothing. maybe friends perhaps. then we skatted until 3 something like that then we (me, sylvia and hong seng) go out and have lunch. one thing i didn't mention. at the skatting ring, i admired a few hot girls and i even liked some of them. hahax after we go out, we went for a little walk around half of the queensbay after me going into the arcade and play time crisis 4 (pro-ly) haha. then after that we we're hungry then we went to buy two holland fries with different tastes. mine is honey mustard while sylvia's is garlic flavoured. after enjoying our fries we came across mcd and i saw my dad. we have not quenched our hunger yet so we decided to have a little snack in mcd. i had a mcchicken and a coke while sylvia had a spicy Deluxe burger(whatever name its called) with a cike and hong seng only had a coke. then after that, we went up and called melissa but then she refuse to care about us.. then we walked and then suddenly i feel hungry again then we decided to go to Dave
Deli's. i have a quater chicken, a bowl of mushroom soup and a coke. that time we were rushing so i had to eat with my bare hands. then i was eating like i'm qualified in fear factor. haha.
then after that we had nothing in mind to do because we had to go home it was like 5. then sylvia was supposed to follow melissa's transport so we go all the up and call that 'bapuk' again then we got scolded by the birthday girl for nothing. haiz... then i asked melissa's father to give me a lift home. gladly he agreed. then on the way i listeneg to some music and i lied to uncle that i live around te genting food court there but actually i like in island glades and lorong delima 13. but i told uncle that because its more likely and easier so uncle drop me where i expected and i walked all the way home from the food court. when i reached home, i straight away go for basketball and then came home and bathe and started chatting.. well... i've been chatting till now so i think thats all.. bye

worse day of the week #2

today really fed up of my something.. then someone din answer my calls today and its not only someone. a few. the so called organizer din answer so i had to go to pragin then i got fed up with my dad because i go everywhere also i have to follow him. then sometimes he like to find trouble with me. at least give me face abit la. at the cafe thee he shouted at me and then it was really embarassing. then i had to leave. it was like not even an hour there we have to leave oredi. he say because he damn tired and i not very believe also la. but at least i had a little fun swimming after coming back home. me and my neighbours swam for at least 3 hours. then we went back and then jack come over and do homework with me. the we play and play and play la. then after that they wanna find problem and then type various rubbish in my msn when i am chatting with me friends. then i got fed up again.. jeez. but all i am not satisfied is because of my parents and my 'fishing' sister. first my mum. she likes to fine somthing to argue with me. just because of one stupid little mistake then she wanna tal about it until she is 'syok'. then sometimes during weekends she likes to go out and then late only come back. then my dad. he is not much difference also la. he also like to find trouble with me wan la. he doesnt leave me alone mostly. when i am peacefully doing my stufff then he like to come and then ask me to do something. then he likes to show his angry face. then comes my sister. she really cant think wan la. mostly she like to piss me off. then sometimes i feel lik ei really want to smack her la but then i give face only. wanna avoid my parents' naggings. she also not much difference la. she also the same like to find trouble wan.
as for now. despite of being at home or having fun. i feel more lonely than ever. because now i have not really friends that i require and then friends that i have are not really friends. i have this one particular friend, i kinda like her but she just doesn't understand what i am trying to do. she doesn't understand

to be continued......

worse day of the week

today at home... i feel like a bit nothing to do, so i cleaned the house.. i moped and swept the floor and then i wash the clothes in the washing machine. felt like wanna do it. anyways.. today is my mum's birthday and i am happy for her. gave her a bunch of flowers. and then again i wash the clothes.. so fun... i never thought i would be so fun! then later i went for a swim again and then i met her. then until in the ni nagght everybody no mood just because of one f**king idiotic stupid little mistake and then everyody blamming me la... what can i do. i am the eldest so i had to take the stupid responsibility. what else can i do. then my mum ask me to go into her room and then wanna talk about the frustration thing and then make me get really mad only. at first i am real mad already. before that my sis, then later my mum. thats my family. first, my dad always come back and search trouble with me wan. then my mum always nag me..


to be continued...