nothing can change today

Its me again.. its been a long time since I last typed in here at Microsoft words.. haiz…. Its been a long time… I have created a blog.. then another thing that I should not have don’t last time was deleted all my written things in here… but not… I forgot what are those things anymore… but nevermind… those are sad things anyway… should forget them.. anyways, now I created a blog and tell everything there but as for me in this situation now that I am kinda grounded so um… no internet and no ps2 another thing is no handphone… phone something wrong wouldn’t start so cant use… haiz… what to do? Nevermind lar.. I’ll just wait…I’ve met a friend lately and I like her.. I just don’t wanna tell her because she already have a boyfriend… so its better off to keep it to myself instead of breaking other people’s happiness right?? Hehe.. somehow she is one thing that is so special to me… I keep thinking about her when I listen to a particular song.. she is adorable and cute and pretty and kind and all that good stuff… I just don’t know how to describe but to me she is very special somehow of all the girls I know she is like one of a kind.. so I really feel lucky that I know her.. as long as im still her friend.. still I cant contact her because my phone uh.. ** anyways… I am meeting her this 14th of march at a particular buddist camp. Its really fun there and I hope more people will go this time… but the sad thing is that the number of participants are limited. So if its full I cant do anything.. the thing is I have to register early… haha. Hope to see her again.. because I feel happy when I see her… she is one of my best friend. How I wish I have a friend like that since child hood. But until now.. I don’t have that kind of friend.. *sad* exam’s on the way… I am planning to do it hard. This time because of 4 things… first, I wanna play back my ps2 game which is a cool game called v3 which is really fun. Second, I want my phone so that I can listen to my music and contact my friends. I wonder how many sms-s is left. Third, I want to use the internet. No internet its like I cant find things myself. And last but not least I just think to myself that if I can do it I will get to see her at the camp that I have mentioned above J… I think that’s all for to type today… I cant think of anything more at least after this I can sit and enjoy my songs…J so um…. Sayonara!!

busy busy busy

seriously... its been really busy these days... haiz.. i dont even know what to do. because my phone have been confiscated, play station being kept because of playing too much. my dad is kinda strict but its for my own good anyway... i made that up anyway... i dont know lar... now all i just wanna chat with is two friends. thy would be both girls because only my friends which are girls mostly can understand my problem.. especially these two friends that i am talking about.. one is from youth impact.. she is really nice and awesome and pretty and kind and all that stuff, she doesn't talk much to me in msn though.