Memory.

As of today, i'm afraid that i might have learned my lesson. To think that i could actually take care of a dog in the first place was the mistake that i ever made. I know that what i did was wrong. but i had no other choice. Words of a guilty man huh? Thinking back at the day where i found it was underneath a bench situated at the lobby of my apartment. My friend and i found it and i was stupid enough to listen to his convincing to take it back home to take care of it. Thinking about it just makes me sick and frustrating. I never thought that bringing it back to the place which was my house and not his. Never gave a thought that the one that would be taking responsibilities was not him but me. But whenever i ask of his help, it's as if he is the one that'll be taking responsibilities. He'd push it all on me. So much for a friend i'd ask. I've asked him that since he cared about it so much, why not he take it home, he didn't care. He didn't stand by my side and thought about it for a moment. Really... so stupid of me. Now i had live with the feeling of guilt and the wongdoing for the rest of my life. I let the puppy go. But the thing is, i had a feeling that it was collected by an elderly man that i walked past when i wanted it to run on its own. Hopefully he's a good guy and would sincerely take good care of it. God, forgive me for i have sinned. I'd commit my sin to you and i'd ask for your forgiveness oh Lord. In Jesus's name, i pray, Amen.