complications

its been a long time since i have blogged... because nowadays, there's much to do and PMR is around the corner.. its kinda hard actually.. i have known quite a few new friends lately... to tell you the truth, i have only a hand full of friends in school.. but then for mine is the least... maybe lesser... but anyways... what is love actually? someone tell me... because its been complicated about this lately... i done really know what is love but i do know what is love.. its very simple yet strong. i have been listening to a song lately and makes me think of people i like and people i love... before and later. everytime i listen to it, its very relaxing and it calms you down no matter how you feel... for me, music is the best solution. when you're sad, or angry or happy, you just listen to music and when you're happy it will boost you up more and when you're sad, then it will cheer you up, same goes to anger.... second thing is that if you feel that music doesn't do that then fiind a person to talk to... thats what i do. but mostly i listen to the music first...haha:)
anyways, i have been listening to a music and it makes me think of someone... its someone that i ave been having a crush on... i dont know why but she is just one of the kind of girl that i like, but she is elder and she also has already a crush on someone else. my friend told me that she is an attraction to the boys... so she is kinda popular? haha

today i went to school, then nothing happened... because its a saturday and i assumed that we wont be studying the whole day but we suffered instead... most of us suffer lagi teruk! standing under the hot sun for hours! but not me, i ''relaxed'' myself with some friends and sat down and talked for the whole morning till afternooon... then after that i skipped and played a but of basketball then dad came and pick me up. it was good though, slept in the car... when reached home, got a message, from one of my friends asking me to go to youth, then i asked my dad whether he agrees, he said yes.. so its good lar, so i went and then we have ice-breaker, today wan which is a very old game, the rules a simple which are we have to blow tissues from one end of the table to the other end, both sides are same teams , so there are two tables, we got lost in the end and claimed that everybody won! haha sweat aint it?! haha then we had our worshiping session, sang some songs and prayed, was expecting someone but that someone didn't came, saw some people then i got happy i dont know why, no explaination...... again, sweat! oh ya! i forgot to tell that i am a little sick today and yesterday actually, its a little fever and then running nose, sorethroat... and ausers...(dont know how to spell) then... um... after that, after all the sayings, preachings, and all that, we had our refreshments, which is a cake, for the ones that their birthdays are before June.. so several of them got their cakes and presents... :( i get the last? haha nevermind, after coming home, while having dinner, (sensored)~(not mentioning it because its a thing that everybody doesn't like) but what happened was that my mum nagged me while having dinner, thats all... haiz.... everytime there is a moment where my parents will nag... which i hate the most...!! haiz... but nevermind.. after coming home just listened to the songs that i have found likeable lately and until now lar blog, blog and blog.. okay lar, i think this is the end of my day, i'll keep on updating this... hope that there is people reading this lar.. ~SAYONARA~