my goody goody rutines

its been a damn long time since the last i blogged. its because i was really busy and tired day by day... went to school and do all those goody goody rutines... everytime i came home i hope that this someone will online but she didn't. this person somehow is really special to me... i dont understand why people just dont get it... to tell you i like her... but she already have a boyfriend... its really too bad... still i cant talk to her much because everytime when i came home, i check whether she is online or not, putting lots and lots of hope... but then no... she isn't online. it gets really boring whenever i dont chat with her.. i have been waiting for an opportunity to chat to her more often.. but ever since i introduced her to one of my ''friend'' he keeps on talking to her but not me.... she talks to him as well.... maybe its like that and maybe its not... i am not really sure about it... anyways... first term exam is coming.. kinda worried about it.... not really even half prepared. hmm.... i really hope that she will go online.. but her reason was that she is so busy that she cant lay a hand on her com.... somehow i wanna tell you readers that she is really a special friend... she miles back warmly whenever i smile at her... she is really nice and all that... but too bad... anyways.... i dont care... as long as i am still friends with her... of all the girls that i've met, she is the best of the best.... she to me is like one of a kind... everytime i listen to one particular music i remembers her.... i hope she forgives me for that i sometimes weren't there for her whenever she needs me... she went to my other friend instead.... his name is.... not telling because i kinda hate him... kinda not...... well... maybe thats it for now... i dont know whether you readers get bored about my blogging or not.. because i have not been typing long for a long time.... i've been looking forward to the movie 'TRANSFORMERS REVENGE OF THE FALLEN' its really nice.. so anyone kind enough to buy me the first tickets.... hehe... anyways... i wanna ask you readers one question.... when you love someone, do you need reasons for that?? for me i guess not... as long as i am happy being with that person.. seeing that is that person heppy being with me...?? you can give me the answer by sending me comments so i got to go for now... bye