Monday, December 14, 2009

adrenaline

today.... erm.. its actually yesterday.. which was fun.. because i kind met a new friend.... two new friends actually.. at queensbay skating ring.. this was one of the events that makes me happy. to synchronize what i would describe about them, its that they are friendly... one of the most friendliest people that i've ever met.. but somehow.. they are leaving adi.. so.. it was kinda like a celebration.. a farewell sort of party.. only that its not that much of a party.. but we had tons of fun. the whole day filled with limitless joy and laughters... we went to eat together and i met my elder godsister and had a date with her... not really a date but... walked around with her.. well... at least i thought that i wasnt that boring at that time because mostly i would shy out being alone with a girl like a girl.. so what happened was, that i treated my sis an ice cream and im glad that she liked it, enjoyed it.. of course lar... my two dollars and ninety eight cents inside that ice cream now in her stomach digested adi.. no lar.. im just joking.. anyway what happened was that i had lunch with her.. though not really lunch but im the one eating food and she was eating the ice-cream. so.. after lunch, i went to buy some stuff with her.. at least i made her smile that time... because i rarely do that.. as i have said that i would shy out before.. so we went shopping and i was thinking of taking pictures with her... but sadly...she declines it.. but nevermind. i already got her picture right up here in my head..
despite all the fantasies, there are also things that i worried and kept on thinking about it throughout the day on that particular day.. here the story goes... my mum, decided to run a business of think made fruit juices which is very healthy and can cure certain sickness... because she wasn't really happy working in her office.. her friend, from US came here to discuss about it and introduce the juice to my mum's students.. because my mum is currenty a beautician, a tutor. so... introducing the juice and all.... and her friend as i have mentioned, brought along some friends as well.. and a i got along with them well... according to my mum, some of them were from taiwan before they moved to US ... so they have a [my comment] very cute slang of mandarin.. and i actually enjoyed hearing it.. then there was this man.. which is the most friendliest person that i have ever made.. and kinda funny to the lot of him.. haha yeah.. i kinda miss all of them now because they just left Malaysia today... but we would still keep in touch by sending emails though... my friend [from US] brought me a book when we were at queensbay two days ago from today.... and its really an interesting book.. we even exchanged stories of ourselves... so happy...
aside from all that, actually as i was saying, my mum and i had a deal of going to KL with them [business trip] and actually i thought that it was sunday but actually in was held on saturday, the day where i first met them as i have mentioned above. so.. i was worried because my friend [Us] was expecting of me so much because the trip consists of 5 women, 1 girl and him, the only man.. so.. i was the only one who can talk to him.. but then i chose to go queensbay instead and at that moment came up another problem which was the girl that i confessed to the night before which doesn't agree to me about anything.... only a handful of times... so.. we had a deal.. i wanted to hug her and give her a surprise when we reach queensbay on that particular day but she'd rather go with her friends. so i was kinda down and upset about this two events the whole day and i was thinking that i was about to regret that i have made the wrong choice of going to qb instead of KL with my best friend.. but the ones that went skating with me on that day kinda made my day, they took the worries from me and plunged endless joy into me.. so ii thought to myself that, forget about it, what's over is over... so... i forgot about everything ans skated the whole day and for once my friend Azman actually said skating was boring.. haha..
so.. about the girl that i confessed the night before going to skate with my other friends, she also went to the movies and i waited for her in the skating ring as i was skating.. i waited until around 4 something and i sms-ed her but she didn't reply.. so i thought that maybe she's busy or something.. so.. at around 5.3o i recieved a sms from her and she said that she was already.. home.. and a sudden feeling of dissapointment suddenly dawned on me when i was planning that i would have fun with her [just me and her] after her movies but instead, she prefered to follow her friends as her reason was that she and her friends have not met for a very long time.. so... i have nothing else to say..and all i wanted to do was to tell her, how i felt.. but.. i held it back instead... well.. i think that should cover up the whole story of yesterday and the day before yesterday.. so... i want to type other things instead because this blog never replies so.. see ya

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